Journal entry to nobody: š„° The more I protest, the less I m..
Added 2022-02-24 23:24:54 +0000 UTCJournal entry to nobody: š„° The more I protest, the less I make. š¤£ Sorry, I wonāt be sending the key to the homie folder to everyone, I gotta prioritize the people who can play fan club presidents for me. Send me a peach if you think youād be able to contribute without much management or direction from me. I donāt want to talk at all and Iām learning to be nice again by not reading as many as my messages. Im getting better bit by bit. āŗļøšš¼ I need āļø promotionāļø and š¶adoring puppiesš¶. I donāt want to argue about what I need when itās hard enough to ask for help. I donāt have anyone at all and Iāve been by myself for a very, very, very, very long time. Youāre NEVER going to find anyone who hangs out with me. I canāt handle risking seeing another person who ends up assaulting me. I just canāt. Itās just me and gang gang and I asked him for help but he sucks at using the keyboard. šāØ Iām genuinely exhausted from carrying so much and Iāve only made 1800 dollars this month. I donāt have enough for taxes and I havenāt been able to pay my familyās rent or needs that I had originally taken on when I did make real money. I have too much on my shoulders and I canāt carry it anymore. Everything it collapsing in front of my eyes. š¤£ Iāve been doing this by myself for years and I canāt handle it anymore. š i had to tell my family I canāt take care of them anymore since I donāt even have enough to pay taxes. I feel so shiddy about it all since I wanted to see them happy and that maybe we could start hanging out and bonding if I could take care of them. Iām sorry to everyone who needs money but I canāt keep taking care of everyone and I am a lot smaller than you think I am. This all hinges on an image and i want to be me even if itās not sexy. Anyways, I donāt feel like I can take care of anything in real life when Iāve been carrying a ten person job by myself and I want to stop crying about everything honestly. I really do. Going to cook some vegan food and try to nap. Thanks for everyone who is still here. š„ŗšø I do a lot that people canāt see and I truly do not want to hear any more accusations that Iām lazy. Iām depressed. I need help in real life and I am looking for it. I promise. Drop some comments on my instas if you want to help out a little. Thank you. I really appreciate it. š„ŗā„ļøā„ļøā„ļø CindyMoon007
