Journal entry to nobody: 🥰
The more I protest, the less I make. 🤣
Sorry, I won’t be sending the key to the homie folder to everyone, I gotta prioritize the people who can play fan club presidents for me. Send me a peach if you think you’d be able to contribute without much management or direction from me. I don’t want to talk at all and I’m learning to be nice again by not reading as many as my messages. Im getting better bit by bit. ☺️🙏🏼
I need ⭐️ promotion⭐️ and 🐶adoring puppies🐶. I don’t want to argue about what I need when it’s hard enough to ask for help. I don’t have anyone at all and I’ve been by myself for a very, very, very, very long time. You’re NEVER going to find anyone who hangs out with me. I can’t handle risking seeing another person who ends up assaulting me. I just can’t. It’s just me and gang gang and I asked him for help but he sucks at using the keyboard. 😭✨
I’m genuinely exhausted from carrying so much and I’ve only made 1800 dollars this month. I don’t have enough for taxes and I haven’t been able to pay my family’s rent or needs that I had originally taken on when I did make real money. I have too much on my shoulders and I can’t carry it anymore. Everything it collapsing in front of my eyes. 🤣 I’ve been doing this by myself for years and I can’t handle it anymore. 😅 i had to tell my family I can’t take care of them anymore since I don’t even have enough to pay taxes. I feel so shiddy about it all since I wanted to see them happy and that maybe we could start hanging out and bonding if I could take care of them. I’m sorry to everyone who needs money but I can’t keep taking care of everyone and I am a lot smaller than you think I am. This all hinges on an image and i want to be me even if it’s not sexy.
Anyways, I don’t feel like I can take care of anything in real life when I’ve been carrying a ten person job by myself and I want to stop crying about everything honestly. I really do. Going to cook some vegan food and try to nap. Thanks for everyone who is still here. 🥺🌸 I do a lot that people can’t see and I truly do not want to hear any more accusations that I’m lazy. I’m depressed. I need help in real life and I am looking for it. I promise.
Drop some comments on my instas if you want to help out a little. Thank you. I really appreciate it. 🥺♥️♥️♥️
CindyMoon007
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Hi, my name is Cindy Moon. ☺️⭐️🌙🕸👩🏻💻
I am 69,000 years old. I’m carrying worlds of knowledge, strength, love, inspiration, light and darkness inside my heart and soul. I am a poet, philosopher, landscape architect, comedian, game designer and _______. (Looking forward to more!)
I have a very important mission for all my Atlas Agents. Name a country that needs love.
FreeJimmy Lai and the HK12
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Happy Valentine’s Day, babe!
Dm me a heart? 🥺🌸💖☺️🌈✨🌙✨🌸💖⭐️
Do you like this tiny, hot pink Louis Vuitton bikini on me? It’s a thong and just the tiniest piece of fabric covering me. I love it so much. 🌸👙
I can FEEL myself turning into a bitch sometimes. Sometimes it’s funny. Sometimes, it’s scary. Enjoy the show either way. Love you!!! 🤣 Here’s a bit of me talking out loud at the end. I had a very full and wonderful day on the internet.
I gotta raise 17k more for taxes so I’ll be shipping content for y’all to enjoy. Thanks for hanging out or helping/promoting like good party puppies and war hamsters. 🥰🌸💖😂
Is this called an ahegao face? Just posted this on the wall for everyone to see on @chibigoddess7! Shipping uncensored for purchase. SEND ME A TRIBUTE. 😘🥰🌹♥️
HAPPY ALMOST VALENTINE’S DAY!
I got some messages on IG that were positive and encouraging. They said I was good at writing my stuff and that they appreciated my art with words. Even if it was “morbid” or “eye opening”, they said it’s no big deal in the grand scheme of things and completely understandable/acceptable. They were poets, too. They said We’re supposed to express ourselves. That was really comforting. I saw their poems and their bullshit was worse than my bullshit. I’m glad they expressed themselves and that I can comfort them in return, too. Connecting with people on a different level through poetry. That was really nice. I think they’re incredible, too. If I make it to 2k fans I will share another poem. I’m titling my book of poems: Edgar Allen hoe to take some of the edge off for people who might not be able to handle it. 😝😝😝
I like to be funny. I like to be relaxed. I like to be happy. I like to be safe.
Comedy, sci-fi /action, fantasy and cartoons are my favorite. It’s rainy outside and just slightly chilly. I’m enjoying the warmth and comfort indoors. It’s going to be another good day. Wrote some more poems for my book: Edgar Allen hoe. (Just a book of poetry I’ve magically released from my soul throughout the years.)
Wearing another camouflage swimsuit cuz I love camouflage. Adventure time is on in the background. Season 2 episode 10.
Playing with cute white wolf/ American Eskimo dog/ super beast princess.
Nip slip at end. 🥺
Cleaning the living room some more and trying to focus on real life. Dog sitting coco and watching adventure time.
It’s about to be noon and I feel like I’ve already gone through like 10 mental adventures/ field trips/episodes for myself. lol.
Should I be silent all day, I ask myself. how much trouble could I get into today?😂
Cute, calm party. 💎💎💎
Several champagnes are going on. I don’t care how anything goes and I don’t know, don’t care anymore. 🗡😇 Thank you for joining the party planning committee. We are all excited to have you here. Everything is awesome. I love you. You’re doing great. I believe in you. Make some money and preach of me. Fan club presidents I don’t have to talk to are my favorite. Read my mind. 🌹
Hi, my name is Jimmy Lai and I am looking for my 12 happy kitties.
Up for grabs
10 keys 🗝for trans women
10 keys 🗝for trans men
10 keys 🗝for gay women
10 keys 🗝for gay men
10 keys 🗝for black women
10 keys 🗝for black men
10 keys🗝 for anyone battling substance abuse
10 keys 🗝for anyone who is a single parent
10 keys 🗝for veterans with ptsdeeznuts and are struggling to get by
10 keys for _______
[Do not talk to me as an equal, I am your empress and I am ruling with absolute simperialism. ]
Etc, claim whatever group. We want to cover them all. More info soon. If you’re a long time supporter of mine and you know it, send a key emoji. I’m talking patreon and Facebook people. 💎💎💎
Some people will win keys to the homie folder, some won’t. I don’t want to talk. I have voices in my head and am looking to relax and view/see/get pressed about as little as possible. I deserve to relax and I am going to. 😇 Let’s play ten men square dance, simprov, skynetology, _______ (the game). If you’re here and reading this, I believe you’ve already won at life and things are only going to get better for you. 😇♥️🌹
P. S. I type a lot online because I don’t talk to anyone. I haven’t had a boss or coworker for several years now. I have issues. Deal with it. 😇🥰♥️🌹
Every 100$ will summon 🦋@cindymoon7 🦋or 😍@chibigoddess7 for a livestream. 🥰🇺🇸🌹 I want to show you every inch of me, eventually. Hope you like shy girls. 🌙😇
Till We hit 1k of 20k. 🥰
Taking some time to process things. Chad explained to me that I shouldn’t be paying anyone any money. That I could just be a Domme ask for anyone who wants to be a slave to do random work for me. Like I could have 10 slaves and just yell at them to make me money. He’s right. I feel pretty fucking stupid to have given out as much money as I did. Chibi Bank closed. And every single person took my gift and negotiated for more even tho I was completely broke. 🤣😂 I gotta raise 20k in taxes. Wish me luck! Hahahah. I’m not allowed to text any more people or listen to anyone doing anything on the no no list. 😢 I will try to be a work machine and pump out content. I love you!
Happy Lunar New Years, baby. 🥰
Did you know that Asian people are only like 7% of the American population?😳🥺💖💛💖💖💖💛💖🐯 so even less are the women’s! 😳💎💎💎Asian women are one the tiniest, most special, most vulnerable groups out there! We need your loves. 🥺🥰😇🦋✨💖💖🐯🐯🐯
